TODAY MIGHT BE PERFECT.

I woke up today, I had to smoke, I had to skate. I got a picture.

You see normally, I don't take photos like this but the thing is: today I thought that this day might be some sort of a life changing day.

Well I bet it was.

It called me for a new hanging photo:

And I just realized a lot.

I am happy. I am happy expecting stuff from this guy even though I know I won't meet my expectations. I am happy that he's been keeping me hanging on thin string for the past 5 months. I am so happy.

I COULD'VE GOTTEN WHAT I WANTED DURING THE FIRST WEEK. But my courage ate me up, and my mother added to the stress.

Oh hell whatever.