132 BEATS PER MINUTE

My heart's beating really fast now.

Becaaause I am about to tell October crush that I liked him before asshole, and all.

I just don't know if I should go for it. Or not.

OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD WAAAIT I. JUST. CAN'T. AAAAAAAAH.

I'M SOOO SCAREEED.